Long week

Well. As stated as my title, this coming week will be a long week. Looking at it. My weekends will be burned. That's okay i guess since i am terribly broke this coming month till the next pay day. left with $80 currently. Expenses are high this month. Especially during the period my parents were away from Singapore. Next pay next pay.

ATP tomorrow. Some combat shooting. Hope that i can get marksman! Extra $200 from the government. It's free. 39/48 shots to qualify for it! Argh. Will try my best!

Well. Kind of bored these days. Keep thinking of stupid stuffs. Went for some LDP by various Australia university with a couple of my close friends. Kind of tempted to go overseas to study. Seems like a getaway from this painful place we are all in. Singapore T.T After so many things that happened in the past, i wish that i could go overseas to see the world on the other side. Meet new people and make new friends.

I make a few calculations on my university expenses. I probably got to fork out another 15k or more if i were to go overseas to study. That seems to be not a small amount. Options options. Unless i am to work first and save up for this trip of 1.5 to 2 years overseas.

It seems life is ever-shifting. It is. While searching some friends of mine while using facebook, i came across Ong Wei Quan. Currently he is my ex's boyfriend. Found my ex's photo of him and her together on it. Well. I guess it is official now. Not that i am jealous or what. It is just kind of shocked that her photo is up on his profile picture. Life changes and life sucks especially. I guess it is a open secret now. Come to think of it, i guess her family have kind of already approved what it is. Congratz i got to say. I come to realise something. All my ex are somehow attached. Poor soul i am. ~.~

I came to a point that i got to accept the fact. Fairytale will always remain as fairy tales. So are movies. Everyone seeks for an fairytale love. Our brain have been recorded with lies that we will never accept. Just like gambling. We keep trying and trying everyday to seek that we will win. What are the chances ? What is the truth ?

Love ?

What is love ? I am so lost of it like now. I found myself facing this again and again. I finally found myself losing the touch in this field. I found myself struck in a world so out of love. I can't find things sweet. Everything seems so norm. I thought i would love someone else after my last love, Zi xuan. For now i love myself more than anything. I become more and more self-centered. Living in my whole world. Who cares what others think. I stop giving chances to others and myself and i could even say this. I may just live my life as bachelor. Coming from my very mouth. I can't really imagine what i have became.

Today is Friday 21/5/2011. It marks the day i officially declare i am not a normal guy anymore. I hate falling in love. And i lost the love bone within me.

Quoted from Siew eng. There's is more than life than love. I do agree right now.
The irony is she found love still. ~.~

Lonely in Singapore

Well. To go straight to the point. I am all alone now in Singapore. My whole family went to china. Boring. Washing clothes on my own. Eating at my own expense. Well. It's my first day of my unit life in army. It's kind of funny and cool in some ways.

To conclude something. I AM FINALLY A TRUE SPECIALIST OF THE ARMY AFTER 11 MONTHS OF TRAINING! FML! No more standby area. No more suffering. And i am back in the same camp but just slightly nearer to the book out gate! 42SAR!





Seriously today was just the start and we had the taste of the battalion! 8am we are suppose to book in!



The warrant officer told us this. We got good news and bad news.

Bad news: hectic week coming and blah blah

Good news: we are booking out after all the bad news. Simply nice.





Met one of my primary school mate in the battalion. Cool. I am taking over his bed! Good news for me and him. He's going to ord. I got not much to pack thanks to him. He got it all covered. ( Best of all he left me a bolster ~.~ ) Ha. ( good to be sociable )





So now i am back home in front of my computer enjoying the lone surrounding of having no1 at home. No burden. Relaxing. Slacking my lazy bone off the couch! WAH THIS IS LIFE ! Breathing like a human!

Love this song! Listen Up!

Back to singapore to enjoy my first weekend.

Well. I am finally back in singapore. Love to be back but there are something lots of people would hate about singapore after touching down in our homeland. The weather had been crazy over the years. It was awesomely crazy yesterday. 35 degree celsius.


Well election was just nice round the corner when i came back. NSP PAP SPP SDP. All the politcs. T.T Kind of messy. Lots of emotions and disputes during this period. I believe my vote was cast well for this election and believe my area will be well taken off in the next 5 years. The opposition put up a good fight indeed. A round of applauses for them.


One interesting topic who set me thinking among the age group of 28++
( especially my brother and his friends ) was something like this. HOW MANY PEOPLE IN THIS AGE GROUP OF 30 CAN STILL AFFORD A HDB AND HAVE ALSO 100K CASH TO PAY THE 'FEE'. I know it may be a problem that neither the PAP or the opposition party could stop but at least stop the crazy hike in the prices. In history, we learnt that our founders of singapore built HDBs for critizen of Singapore to have a sense of ownership and let us know where we belong. Being a 22 years old this year. I have start planning and this would be a problem that will continue over the years. Just imagine 10 years later. Each housing in singapore would cost like 600k per unit. Who else can afford it. Come on~

Finally got myself to USS~! Love the place. Kind of make my head spin. 20 times on the roller coaster ? ha. We were like one more time, one more time. Sitting from the first row to last row. It was crazy. Miss the wet ride due to some technical error. sadly. Indeed it was money well spent there.

Some pictures to show~~ =]

Taiwan

Blogging from taiwan seems like such turnoff. Yeah i am in taiwan currently. Love the people here, the places. Love almost everything here except it's making me fat. T.T Last day in taiwan. Trying to buy all my stuffs before heading back to singapore. It seems my heart never really settled down for one moment. Especially coming to taiwan seems so vital to settle some issues with my mind and heart.

Why 'vital' of all words was used. It seems love hover around me always. Not to say i am good looking or something. Just that my love life have never been so simple. One by one, some left me and new ones came back. I wonder when would i settle down with my heart and soul for that special one.

I still hold her picture dearly after 1 year. Even when i was with my new 'gf'( i m sry to the girl, sry ), i had her picture with me in my wallet all the while.

1 year had gone. 1 more year for my army. Soon, i will see the light i wish to see. Time will reveal everything. I don't love her no more but i do miss her. Memories are sweet but no matter how sweet they were. It's still memories.

GOOD BYE TO TAIWAN. I AM FLYING BACK IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS TIME! OFF TO XI MEN. MORE THINGS TO BUY THANKS TO SG GOVERNMENT! =D

倪安東 - 散場的擁抱 (HQ官方版MV)

Flying off to taiwan! Woot!